Monday, March 23, 2009

dislike likes


"and could be that you hate something but in turn it is beneficial to you, and could be that you like something for yourself but in turn it is bad for you. And be reminded, that only Allah, is the all knowing while you dont know" - 2:216

there are things that we really like and there are also things that we really hate. some of which are good for us, as in, they are advantageous to us, but we dislike them, and some of which we like but its actually disadvantageous to us. some of which are bad and we dislike it, and not to forget that there are of course, good things that we like.

let me start by the first category. in which they are of good, but we dislike it. this particular thing may be advantageous, and yet we dislike it. its not something out of the norm as you yourself can think of some examples that are related. take an example of going to the class and hears lectures. often we felt lazy and powerless to go to the class, it may be that you are unaware that seldomly we hear students saying, "owh no, we got class till 6pm??!" ,"damn, lectures for 4 hours straight?!" etc.. this indicates how highly negative thinking we are, in contrast that we should always be greatful to receive and hears wisdom and knowledge from the teachers and lecturers. no matter how long the lecture would be, or no matter how boring it is. 

move on to the second category. things that are liked but disavantageous. these things could either be disadvantageous to our health, mind, relationship, etc. taking a simplpe example of smoking. its has been proved by numerous facts that smoking is not good for our health, but yet people still smokes. i dont find it weird, but its complicated. some of the smokers hate what they are doing but still, they couldn't just stop it. its drugs that they are addicted to. and with drugs that they are addicted to that they couldn't afford to quit smoking. but with hell a lot of support from families, friends, and the society as a whole, smokers could stop smoking.

and moving on now, there are things that are bad and we hate them. an easy example would be a non-smoker who hates smoking, and there are not much to talk about here, because its obvious that we hate things that are bad, just a wisdom to be told, if we hate bad things happens to us, then just dont do bad things towards others. a like a simple karma in which we had to work by it. as easy to say if you do good deeds, you may insyaAllah have a very good life of your own and may end up in the heaven of Allah. if we always do bad things, then the reverse will occur. as bad things will come by the bad things we do, dont do bad things. be good.

and things that are good and we like. just imagine all the good things around you that happens throughoutly in our life. life is just wonderful. easy.


and there woud be, of course, the second part of my post as i had always did before.

"Tell them (O muhammad), to the guys who have their faith so that they block their eyes (from looking at haram things) and to protect their dignity. By that it is better for them, and really is Allah really are the all knowing into everything that they do" -24:30

this may cause some uneasiness by the girls, but i had to say what i had to say.

i hate it that girls often wears pants, any type of pants either jeans or khakis, in which it is so thight that it seems that your pants really gripping on your thigh and buttocks. i cant figure how some of you girls felt comfortable with such attire. as for me, i would be uncomfortable for me if people would just stare at my buttocks while i'm walking, either if i'm aware that there are people starring at it or not, but the complains that i want to bring out forth is that, "girls, people either the guys or lesbians, are starring at your pack of buttocks as it crunches in by your tight pants". as a matter of fact, i personally really are uneasy to watch you girls, especially of the same religion and race with me, to wear such clothing. damn, its really hard to take care of our eyes nowadays. please, get rid of the 'tight buttocks squeezing crouching in and out while walking' kind of pants. whats the use of covering is we only even shows them up? have not Rasulullah SAW told us that we had to cover and by the mean cover it means that our clothing is not see through or shows up the shape of our body. Rasulullah had also said that there are more women than men in the hell, seems that its not so hard to answer the question of why.

thank you.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009



thanx 4 d cake

thanx 4 d flower

thanx 4 d love

thanx 4 d heart

thanx 4 d sweets

thanx 4 d chocolate.

its not like i really did all these stuff,

but i did get them from some of u.


its just an elaboration to say.

thank u.

for the support n motivation u all gave me.

its been real hard time 4 me.

then u guys made it easier 4 me 2 face it.


Wednesday, March 11, 2009

The day was lovely as i strolled along


The day was lovely as i strolled along.

it has been a very wonderful day.
he would grasp the wind to draw a flower,
turn off the light to collect the shadows,
blows the cloud by his diapragm to let the sun shines through,
jumps off from a building just to know if it hurts,
run to the ocean and drown for he does not swim,
stabs himself to see if it kills.

if it has been a forlon day,
i misses it,
to see the blue sky,
with the breeze mingling with my hair,
the clouds run and make silly formation,
eyes closed to see the sun so beautiful,
climb up the stairs to see the man made view,
sit by the sands and gaze upon the ocean,
forgets everything to get some sleep.

written by,
TepT Sigmoid


And not to forget,
today is Hana Yasmin's birthday,
so i wanna take this time out,
to wish her Happy birthday,
and may u always had a great day ahead,
to achieve what u wanted,
and to run free for what u have.

Happy birthday,

Anwar Azhari

Sunday, March 8, 2009

ayam mantap


ada beberapa kisah arab.


kisah arab 1: Mereka membuatkan aku marah

lets see, here is how the story goes. i was playing tennis by the rooftop. but then, i had hit the ball too hard that the ball fell off the roof. so there was few arab teenagers that pick up my ball. i called them. while holding the ball, the arabs look across the street to search for the keeper of the tennis ball. they look up and saw me shouting at them. they were laughing among themselves and took the ball and walk away just like that.

i shout at them. (in translation from BA to BM)

"orang arab! orang arab! weyh org mesir!! weyh orang mesir bangang..!! tu bola aku la..!! haram ke atas korang!! gi mampos ko ke neraka!!"

my voice woke up the neighbourhood. they all get out of the balkony and look down to see who took my ball. the neighbourhood here already knew that i play tennis by the rooftop. they tried to call the arab teenagers that took my ball, but they had already walk far away.


kisah arab 2: Anak kecil itu menangis

I was at fatalla with Nazli to buy some groceries. after paying for all the items, i wait for Nazli at the door. then i heard a young arab boy crying while hugging the buttocks of his mom. here was cring so loudly. the he look around and cry some more. maybe because his mom didnt buy the thing he carved for. he continue to cry loudly. then i went near him. he looked at me in the eye, i put my finger on my lips to tell him to be silent. then he stop crying but still hugging his mom's buttocks.


kisah arab 3: Mereka memuaskan hati dan perut aku

I am so damn hungry and i only have ice cream for breakfast this morning. it was almost 3 o'clock and im so hungry i cant help it. nazli and i went to Al-wahid restaurant. where they say the roasted chicken here is very great and cheap. nazli had went to somewhere to pick up his friend.

i was alone when i was sitted at the restaurant. i ordered 3 half roasted chicken. then the waiter told his friend about what i ordered. his friend burst into laughter. *damn*. he was laughing like hell.

i sat silenty and ignored them.

few minutes later, nazli and his friend arrived and we ate the roasted chicken together. nazli's friend couldn't finish up the chicken so she pass the chicken breast to me. so in total, i ate 3/4 roasted chicken. hahaha.. Alhamdulillah.


kisah arab 4: Cantik juga wanita arab ini

i was at the trem station to wait for the trem to get back home after eating those chicken. while i was waiting, there was this arab gurl about my age, who is very beautiful, sexy and lovely. 


kisah arab 5: Mereka mencuit hati aku

i was on the trem to get back home. for the next station, there was a few arab teenagers who got on the trem. about 7 of them. then one of them asked his friend where they are heading, so his friends bring himself and his friend down to see the map of the trem, point to the map and said, "kita nak pergi ke sini". of all the sudden, the trem door closes, the 2 arab teenagers couldn't get in and was left away. they tried to open the trem door by their hands. and because the trem just moved on, he smack the door and yelled like an angry man. i giggled by myself. few seconds later, the other 5 arab teenagers was looking for their friends. they didn't noticed that they had left their friends behind. they were like fools. i burst into laughter looking at them.


kisah arab 6: aku tak faham langsung.

there was this one arab guy who follows me from mahattah al-raml. he was holding my hand like g*y. he wouldn't let go off me. he talks about many stuff. he said that he is a khadam of a dobi shop. he asked me for some money to eat. i told him while passing by an old lady beggar.

"kau ni sihat je aku tengok, ko cube tengok makcik nih. lagi kesian dia dari ko. tapi ko melebih-lebih mintak duit dari aku."

he dont understand athing about what i said. my arabic was really bad. the when we passed by the chocolate shop by the corner lot, Ahmad greet me and said,

"weyh anwar, org nih org malaysia ker?"

i said,

"x lah, dia ikut aku dari tadi. aku x faham dia cakap ape".

ahmad and his friends burst into laughter. while ahmad talk with the arab guy who had followed me, i walked quickly to my house.


kisah arab 7: Mereka pelik tengok aku

my house keeper aka bawwab put on his curious face while looking at me running across the hall to enter the lift.


the end

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

we be happy


great news..!!

done with exam.


im waiting.

for now,

i'm happy...!!!

as happy as bloo..!!


owh yeah..

today is a wonderful day.

i just called my sis, Aini Arifah to say


n then she said that they are goin 2 d Penang Village

my fav restaurant in d region of putrajaya..

arrgghhh..!!! damn..!! nak gakk..!!

d Char Hor Fun is really great.


(she is ex kisas physics teacher as most of u may know her)

Sunday, March 1, 2009



mesir a.k.a. al-ardh al-nabi wa al-ardh al-kinanah a.k.a. kiblat ilmu a.k.a bumi kotor??

damn, egypt really is disgusting.

bnyak giler sampah.

bnyak giler sampah.

bnyak giler sampah.

bnyak giler sampah.

bnyak giler sampah weyhh...!!!!!!!

but i think its ok cuz i live in alexandria.

they say alex plg bersih skali. ak pn x taw lar kalo alex nih bersih bndar2 len kat mesir nih ape??

cuz i always heard form people around comin here said.

"wahh.. alex nih bersih lar."

"WOW, bersihnya alex..!!"

"owhh.. wow.. (speechless)"

this 3 example of expression wud b from anybody around here who had live for a long tyme in any other region in egypt.


there is this one tyme where i went to d souq (pasar) (market) at mahattah misr. then there is a wonderful n beautiful scenery. where there are too much rubbish around..!! then there was me and anis, eating bananas while waiting our frens to buy some more stuff at d market.

what we did is that we actually peel the bananas and place the banana peel into a plastic of our own. note that it didnt change a thing if we just throw d peel on d road. its like why didnt me n anis just throw it off away? nobody wud scold us or make faces to us or anything. cuz there are already too much rubbish on d road..! but guess what? i care about egypt cleanliness. i appreciate cleanliness. i am a malaysian who cares about cleanliness.

then i said 2 anis,
"weyh, banyak giler sampah kat sini"
"haah, tp diorg smua wat bodo jer"
"weyh anwar, tgk tuh. "
(bayangkan ada seorang penyapu sampah (eyh? seorg pnyapu sampah?) berdiri melihat sampah2 yg berada di sekitar jalan. wajahnya sayu melihat sampah2 tersebut. memikirkan bagaimanakah caranya dia hendak membersihkan smua sampah2 itu.)
"ko tgk la muke dye, kesian dowh, nmpak mcm sgale usaha die nk bersihkn tmpt nih sia2 jer"

x cukup ngan sampah2 tuh, datang pula tiupan angin yang agak kencang.


maka angin itu bertiup dgn amat kencang, maka sampah2 itu berterbangan.

wahh..!! banyaknya sampah di udara..!!

x cukup lagi,

angin yang bertiup kencang itu membentuk satu puting beliung yang tingginya 4 tingkat. maka terjadilah puting (sampah!) beliung yang amat indah..

then i said to anis,

"weyh, punyalah Allah nak tunjukkn kat rakyat dye bahawa sampah bnyak sgt kt cni, Allah siap wat puting beliung sampah lg. nak kasi org nampak bahawa ad bnyak sampah. nak kasi org nmpak agar ad org yg peduli. tp diorg wat bodo jer. mereka bjln mcm biase mcm x de sampah kat cni. dah sebati kot hati mereka ngan sampah?"

*gambar2 sampah yg bnyak d mesir ni amat mengaibkn. so, ak x nk letak.


but there is d view of this morning in front of my house.

i mean, look at that, berusaha habis2an..! he even picked d rubbish by his hand.!

but the view of this sampah sarap is just the tip of the tip of the tip of the iceberg. how mesir is really 'damn kotor giler nak mampos', is undescribable.