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Asslamualaikum..



The Amateur Artist


he comes with nothing,
expect to draw somehow an 'art', he said
instead he imagine the picture of his lover,
and the moment not to be missed
he picture her well,
as if she was there by the time he starts to draw

but time,
it has been a problem
as every line drawn was a waste
every reminiscence of carbon and water line
the picture he made,
it was love itself
majestically embedded on a scrap paper

waste has it been
dumped in a curragh perhaps?

there was nothing left in his heart
Love was pictured,
and gone. forever





*this was written on 1910 GMT+2, 21/10/09
*on the tram at Alexandria, Egypt

menyedari hakikat wanita lebih ramai, maka lelaki kurang setia

Assalamualaikum..

tika mananya kita melihat kembali akan sekeliling kita, lihat sajalah ke mana-mana.
nescaya yang memakai tudung, yang free hair, yang cantik, yang seksi itu lebih ramai.
tiada lagi tatapan di mana banyaknya jantan gantang memenuhi ruangan kaki lima suasana.

keluh, penulisan seperti ini tiada gaya.

permulaan semula.

sigh, its like everyday we talked about gurls. its a common topic to speak about them gurls.
and here is some findings that i got from some conversation.

TepT: hey, u gurls saving duit x?
Gurl: saving? ahahaha.. nk wat per?
TepT: i dunnoe, kawin perhaps?
Gurl: please lar.. kitorg shopping jer la..!! baru syok..!!
TepT: owhh..


and on another conversation,

Tept: dude, apsal ko saving sangat nih?
Dude: haii, nk kawin punyer pasal, simpanla duit.
TepT: owh, then duit nih pakai nk wat per?
Dude: dunnoe la, utk bini ak pakai nnt kot. mmbahagiakan isteri la katakan..
TepT: hahaha..
Dude: hahahaha..


i wud give a huge LOL to this matter.
pergghh.. kaum Adam nih its like we are too good to be true.
while we crank our expenditure for thinking about our future, that
probly and meticulously where we would be married, and by that i mean is having a wife,
and this so called wife needs to be fed and make happy, with that we need money,
urrgghh.. wait, theres to much coma, i lost my point.

my point is, please la guys. u all are getting skinny n skinnier evry week from saving.
while those gurls are out there having their fun.
suppose that we shud hav more fun than them la.
get ur expenditure going with all the wishes that u ever dreamed of,
stop thinking bout saving cuz u wanna be married to someone. it sounds ridiculous.
for me maybe. sigh.

fund more of your expenditure on nice clothing, extraordinary books, exotic foods,
and more of the stuff we wouldnt get back there at malaysia.
owh wait. speaking about spending, Abe just bought himself a new VESPA.
yeahh, now thats an expenditure.

hurrmm,
while talking bout them gurls made me think,
there are pretty much, so much gurls out there.
most of them are nice, so us guys here shudnt hav any bit of problem to find
the righteous one to be our wedded wife.

as for so, would any issue like 'guys wont be loyal as much' probly rise.
owh yeah, i totally agree that this kind of matter would happen.
yes, its undeniable that we have the so called "4 column" to be filled (could be filled),
and so we could be flirting around by never thinking that the world will come to an end. Lol

but this loyalty thingy, its not a matter that loyalty depends on the doer himself,
but with both cooperating in building trust and loyalty towards each other.
women should show loyalty too, of course. saying that loyalty of a man is on the edge
of extinction is completely false.
because loyalty is a 2 way subject, not by the guy or the girl themselves.

so girls, trust ur man.

trust him.

loyalty is on both of us.

seriously, that dude is saving just for that you could go for more shopping.

why not trust him?

he would be loyal.

and yes, if and only if he is a man.

by talking about loyalty,
i hope that my girl, wud love someone else more than me.

and that someone else, would be Rasulullah (peace be upon him).

nyata bahawa wanita itu lebih ramai, tapi, adakah wujudnya wanita yang mencintai Rasulullah SAW lebih dari suaminya sendiri?
(sepertimana zaman para sahabat dahulu?)

nyata, persoalan itu kembali kepada wanita.

sigh, how i wish that i could find one like this.

lame on a plane

Assalamualaikum..



Of Our Little Stories that Rhyme

Its a little awkward here,
Seeing your face so bright,
Calling out my name so loud.

I could have been speechless,
With not a word to say,
By your prettiness undisplayed.

Cant stop looking in your eye,
So let me just say that I,
Had fallen in love with you.

Of our little stories that rhyme,
talking about our past time,
where it was first I see your smile.

With the distance we have,
we cant just meet again,
as before at the same place.

Let me just promise to you,
that i would cross the ocean,
to hear your lips say I do.

But that is out of boundary,
out of my willingly,
so pray, that God give me,

the future as be it we,
and just live on happily,
under the roof built by you and me.



*this was written on 0818 GMT +8, 13/10/09.
*i was on the plane to Cairo.
*So, generous readers, what do you have to criticize on this?

down the hill

Assalamualaikum.


Down the Hill

walking down the hill,
after working all day with the tips of my pen,
hearing your footsteps,
the steps that i adore really resembles,
loudly your voice called,
startles me up with a chill down my spine.

looking at your eyes,
seeing you beg for something u cant afford to,
but your voices pleases,
words that soothes plead for forgiveness,
with your smile that shines,
happiness indeed spreads through the air, hell yeah.